i'm going to try to be more active

i'm going to try to be more active. i'm going to try to watch more cartoons in full, try to animate some things and go back to learning mandarin and japanese. i just couldn't really relax at all this summer, my mind is so insanely restless. i'm not a fan of laziness at all. i haven't been watching cartoons in full because i suppose my mind just gets tired or overwhelmed. i'll try to stop listening to the same things on repeat just because "i can't find anything else to do". 

i'm also going to try to clean my room up a bit more even though i tried my best to clean it up in small amounts. i just wish i can be productive and get a mental reward for it, or something. i feel tired, like a hamster in a hamster wheel forced to go round and round. i also want to be happy, but i'll achieve that goal in the end. 

about my blog(s), these are practically active everyday.

so yeah. summer is starting to end anyway, and my psp will be coming soon. i need to be active before school starts or it'll be really hard to leave the bed.

goodbye