finally, something to comfort the madness💀

i'm surprised i finally found my comforting piece. its school days. that show and its music and art style had deeply comforted me ever since i was 7 years old. the same thing went for elfen lied, and higurashi until i saw all of those torture moments of people's nails getting torn off and other things on youtube. but higurashi comforted me because i was being bullied and one character actually took a stand to that. 

i got a school days keychain of my favorite character.

actually, what surprised me is that i have a friend that also found comfort in dark animes, two of them, because it helped them with their depression.

im scared to deeply engage in this work because i dont want to go "to the far end of suffering and sadness", lol. its too extreme and i like to be in the mellow stream of life.

i need to act irrationally sometimes, though. 

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