i have two youtube channels.
one is for music and gaming, and the other is for my personal life, so that's where i'd upload vlogs, makeup tutorials and more. i don't mind my personal channel, i'm honestly proud of it. what irks me about my first channel is that i don't want people to know my first name, but it's fused in with my gaming? i used to have just a gaming channel before but i found it kind of shallow that people only supported my gaming and i wanted to get support in other areas. that's in the past, though.
i don't know how to rebrand TT . TT
it's nothing urgent but i need something to do besides play video games, collect cute clothing and do my assignments. i'll try to be more of a youtuber. i also have another channel thats just a archive of everything i posted from 2015-2023 because i used to have a account on my father's email when i was really young but he deleted it. that was meant to be a internet commentary channel but my personal one can easily be a general commentary channel.
i only have one favorite influencer right now and that's theofficialabi. she's great and nothing should ever get her down. i love her videos, i just hope she's happy wherever she is on this planet.
so i want to make videos like her, too. i guess i just need one giant channel as a whole, i always admired those type of channels, but at the end of the day, a youtube channel is a comfortable and cozy abode for your creations. my blog is already a safe haven for my art and images that i'd love to share with the world, so yeah.
i can't help but feel frustrated or misunderstanding why people post certain things onto youtube. it's easy to feel envious or angry at people being at a area in life that you desperately want to be, especially when you guys are around the same age, but i know it's better to never send it towards that person's way.
it's just, i'm tired.
i have so many youtube channels and i just want one.
so i guess i'm going to have to push myself to only share things on one channel, and not switch channels so often. i always felt like someone was following me online. now realizing that i have a stalker since 2014, it makes sense. i wish i wasn't so triggered to make more accounts that end up as self-expression portals, though. well, im glad we can private videos.
just remember that even though "the internet never forgets" you are the only one feeling that cringe towards yourself. a image is just a collection of pixels within a computer. do anything you can to ease that discomfort for yourself..
this is the videos id like to make
- Tamagotchi care vlogs
- showcasing my physical manga
- video game videos as a whole
- showcasing my original music
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