finally feeling better

 i told my friend about the friend that i had to leave. seemingly forever. 

i'm not in a hurry to see him again. 

my friend told me to let go of these toxic arbitrary types of people that i seem interested into, and to just relax a bit.

i was finally able to let go, and i am deeply grateful for that, so i'm glad that we met. thank you.

i feel like i have grieved enough. i don't need people to press my buttons, especially because i'm surprisingly self aware of just how sensitive i am.