i worry about you, friend

so i made a friend in real life who struggled with substance abuse. i don't struggle with that, but i tried to be friends with her despite me being adamantly against that life style. we both shared a interest in anime and we kept each other company.  we always listened to each other's problems. we had a falling out after she kept trying to speak badly about me when i was a distance away, and she kept trying to be with guys that i was trying to get into a relationship with repeatedly. spotify recommended a song that reminded me of her, if she was ever a passionate musical singer. the girl on the cover even looks like her. i just hope she'll be able to live a fulfilling life, i can't help her with everything.